Another tragedy…

Out of respect for all those suffering from recent events, I have decided to hold off on publishing the usual Monday article.

I wanted to comment on it somehow, but I miss the words …

[EDIT] Writing was my hobby since I learn how to write. For a long time, one of my favourite topics was stories about the end of the world. I killed millions with one stroke of my pen. Countless times. In all forms and ways. However, when I heard what had happened to Mr and Mrs Walker… I lost all words. Although, at the time of writing this edit, some time has passed since that day- I still cannot find the words to describe how devastated I was by this news.

Some strange darkness has settled into my thoughts since this tragic day happened. I cannot get rid of it. I thought I would be relieved to hear that the villain had been captured. The villain has been caught. However, the relief did not come.

So I thought it best to leave the words I wrote in the first moment after receiving this news.

I always felt disgusted when someone wrote or said that their prayers and thoughts were with the victims and family. It feels so distant. Artificial. This death was neither distant nor artificial…

Such a senseless death is like…nothing comes to my mind. I just can’t cope with it.